ahhh i'm late for work! yet i'm still here
Sept. 4, 2026
i miss you everyday, baneydog. :(
in other news...
currently watching: one tree hill
July 28, 2026
trying to learn html again since the last time i did this was 20 something years ago for my friendster and myspace profiles
it is also my husband's birthday today woohoo!
in other news...
i currently like this album: turnstile - never enough
this is how i feel about everything right now. you can be the best among the best of whatever yet it's never enough 
i'm also unsure if i'll ever find the time to prettify this website but i'll try.
instagram sucks, facebook sucks, pinterest sucks, tumblr.. is still cool. they used to be great (basically the cyberculture before 2012, so i guess the world really did end that year) then i wanted to post something one day and thought "what's the point?". maybe because i already got my dream clients so i lost the drive to post/promote my stuff regularly anymore. for life updates, there's whatsapp to send photos/videos to my family and friends, and i think posting on socials once a year is sufficient, at least for me. just so old friends i don't see often knows i'm...still alive. who cares though, really? if they're concerned we can always send messages privately (i miss y!m as i type this) but maybe one day i'll wake up again and finds the point in posting.. also, what a risk it is to share personal details for the whole wide world to see, yet the majority are voluntarily doing so, including myself. maybe it's all just an attempt to connect with others? to be seen? to inflate the ego? to be monetized?
ok. back to work.
ps. it's fun typing here and time-consuming with the coding and stuff. i also remember that i still post on stories sometimes, so zuck still got me by the neck